day 241....365 project.

pumpkin patch time...

in beauty,

Pamela

day 231....365 project.

a little love someone left for others on a sidewalk....

in beauty,

Pamela

chantix...

remember these???

yep...they returned at the beginning of the summer.

BIG

time.

they were my best friend all summer long...

20 best friends a day.

sometimes more

sometimes less

but

honestly

more.

ummmm....

a little hard to bring more light into the body

when

you

have

20+

best friends a day.

so...

chantix

is

my

new

best friend.

i have to be honest...i really did not want to put a medication into my body.  i was determined to quit on my own.

it didn't work.

time to accept...i needed help.

so i

did the research....

talked with my shaman friend

(carolyn dunow @ http://www.energyhealingcoach.com/ ... she is a remarkable woman!)

and decided this was my best option.

~*~

1 a day the 1st 3 days...

then 2 for awhile.

i had concerns.

but love that chantix is non~mood altering.

side effect:  weird dreams.

well...

how could i make that work FOR me rather than against???

again...

spoke with my shaman friend

and we came up with a plan.

so

happy weird dreaming to me for awhile.

and i would just like to apologize ahead of time

just

in

case

i fall out of my space of inner peace, harmony and tranquility.

be well.

i

am.

in beauty,

Pamela

lucas....

my 14 year old son lucas went with me on a park hopping adventure last week.  he brought along his rollerblades and decided to hit the pavement at a little quicker pace than myself.

he is an extreme sport athlete...and this provided a much "tamer" atmosphere for his rollerblade skills.

and less stress for his mother watching....

i asked him to pose a cool trick for me....

this is what he came up with.

i like that he isn't moving ~~~>

safe

unharmed

no injuries

the mother in me.

he's taking a break.

bless his heart for park hopping with me.

not many 14 year old boys would do it.

i love you for it.

but could you turn around so i can show the world how

handsome you are?

aha!  there you are.

i believe his expression was

"you better not be taking my picture mom"

ummm...

no

just your feet ~*~

and then he rollerbladed off into the sunset...

unharmed

safe

and

annoyed.

but thank you lucas

for loving your mother

enough to

spend your evening with me.

because i know you would

rather be doing

this....

your real

extreme

sport...

skateboarding

with your

friends.

dangerous...

but you are completely

adept

and

skilled

and

a natural.

and i am incredibly

proud of you.

love you.

mom

in beauty,

pamela

day 114.....365 project

dragonfly love...

a message ~*~365 project

a message reminding my~lovely~self to always come from a place of love rather than fear or anger.
in beauty,
pamela